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and so its day 3 or 4 of winter weather 2011…. the snow came sunday night….the ice came monday and hotlanta is now icelanta…….kids are out of school…even in SC the kids are out….. the roads are iced over and either shut down or soooooo backed up who wants to go out there….

I normally wouldn’t mind being in the house but the thought that I cant go anywhere if I wanted to is grating on my nerves a lil…. Delacey isnt eatting me out of a house and home so im not to stressed bout that…. someone made it to the DOL to  hit the button so I can get paid so im not stressed about that….. I just want to look out my window and NOT SEE SNOW/ICE.

I was trying to figure out what to blog about today…. I did my 365 pic… I did my 31 day reset challenge…. soooo what now…..

I got to thinking…. I used to be really smart… I mean really… in high school… I was smart…or I thought I was… I made good grades… all except economics I just wasn’t getting that…. my senior year I made all straight As.  I never had to study…. folks used to come to me for help… I was smart… I graduated 11th in my senior class…. I got a scholarship to Clemson University… I mean it… I was smart….. I was also smart outside school…. I mean when I started having sex I had enough common sense to get on the pill….. I didn’t get in much trouble at home… hell I was dayum near perfect

and then……………………

what happened??? who are you asking…. I got pregnant at 18.  still went to clemson… got to clemson and realized I really wasn’t smart   lol… most of the stuff they were teaching was over my head…especially math… I didn’t know how to study…..I did aight but…….. my major was industrial management….wtf is that…..

I really don’t know what the purpose of this blog is….. theres lots I could say but……..

anywho…fast forward …add an additional kid…a husband…. a couple failed relationships… and a move to atl…..a couple more failed relationships 

and here I sit writing this blog about absolutely nuthing   lol

 

once upon a time I didn’t cry

then there was a time I couldn’t stop crying

then there was a time I decided to allow myself the time to cry to help heal the hurt

and once again… im at a time where I don’t cry…..